Monday, April 04, 2005
6:13 PM
hmm...how should I describe today...
Well it was pretty good in the morning. We performed in front of the school and everything and we actually felt dam good after that la. It was really a super morale booster cos we felt we did really well, hit all the right notes, and basically everything actually went SMOOTHLY. We were like, super high after that lah.
bt after that immediately got screwed over by e.wan + siva offensive >.< Cos apparently we completely forgot ourselves and got complacent blah blah blah.
but on the way to SCH, i was really scared for our choir. I mean, what if we completely mess up like 2 yrs ago and get a bronze or smth instead of silver? I mean we were expecting Gold then and we got a silver...so yeah we were uber depressed that time. I kept trying to get the juniors to focus and stuff but they wouldn't listen and yeah just kept on running arnd and not focusing on the song etc, etc. Got me really peeved off at first, until i realised that I probably was that way 2 yrs ago. I had a fleeting vision of ben.T and liang lin yelling at us to shut the hell up and concentrate. When it becomes your last shot to perform for the choir you've become so immersed in, so close to, you start to feel the pinch. I mean, if its your last shot at something you do, you'll realli try your best to give your best shot.
Well, I guess I didn't understand that 2 years back, and didn't keep quiet and focus for my seniors then. Retribution from the sec1's gah >_> but still, I hope we'll pull through and hopefully get a gold. As i type, then exco and the 2 madams are all waiting at SCH for the results. I'm at home already, having gone home after a lunch at swensons with the madam's, reggie, ivan, collin, clement, poh yee(omgwtheck), jerome, chris, peter, kenneth, kai heng. We had this super long lunch (and im broke now. boo!) and i ate a salmon+mushroom gratin, and shared a sticky chewy chocolate with Jerome...mmm it was yummy...
yeapz while the rest of the exco and sec4's who had loads of time to kill stayed at suntec and moped around, Ivan + gang + madams went shopping ( I swear that guy isn't normal...) and clem jerome pohyee kaiheng went off somewhere to find music for our coming FoA. Just messaged Jerome and he replied telling me that the results STILL havent come out. Omg i'm so anxious la...argh oh and i made friends with this pretty cool sec1 kid. He's called Gabriel bt he's abit like a Mark ooi/Tim wang/hanan mix O.o yeah i'm supposed to msg him with the results after someone elses tells me O.o
Oh boy I'm so nervous...
